I don’t often get that feeling of yay it’s Friday. Mostly because I work on some weekends so it kinda doesn’t have true meaning.
Even if I will eat a crunchie to try and urge that Friday feeling out of me. 😂
Today I am feeling shitty. I’m stressed, I’m not sleeping well and I have had a headache for 2 days. I just crawled back into bed to try and get more sleep and instantly regretted it. Which is unlike me.
So I got up and I am now making coffee and I’m going to sit at my desk and create something. I spent a few hours last night tidying and sorting everything out so to come to a clean, tidy desk is like heaven. Like the first sleep in fresh bed linen.
I need to work on some ideas, get some new product for sale and save pennies. My workspace is competely squished and in my bedroom. It’s quite stressful when everything is in the room you sleep in. Like literally I can poke my workspace from my bed. I have the option to add a garden studio this year if I can save enough for it come summertime, so I’d really like to do that. It’s a stepping stone between the here and the never ending climb to owning my own place. Though that probably won’t ever happen for me, I’ve gotta try at least.
I still live in the home I grew up in, and as much as I love this house, it’s a safe haven for me with all my issues, I hate it too. I just feel like I need to get out. It’s an awful feeling to find yourself with. The need to be home for mental wellbeing and the need to get out for the fear of being trapped here. Ugh.
And to top it all off I’ve gotta get ready for my tax return. Oh adult life, aren’t you a delight. 😒